Totally realize how called painful.
if we pray for somthing a period of time,
but the situation still not change,
or get worse,what shall we do?
still pray?still believe?
pray for what?
for change?
for patient?
or for accept it?
maybe the answer is exist,
but I couldn't see it.
or it's hard for me to do it.
To know is easier than to do.
2010年8月26日 星期四
2010年8月14日 星期六
[哲思]終曲
山輔是愛與希望的龐大工程，
藉由心靈的觸碰，創造生命相遇的奇蹟
僅僅憑著有限的人力和資源，卻要帶領著一大群孩子，
依靠的是信仰的力量和熱情，只想帶給孩子快樂充實和新希望
長達一個月的時間，與孩子們相處，
過程中總有艱苦，肉體疲累，心靈軟弱的時候，
然而在絕境困頓之際，卻更能放下自己。
抬頭仰望清澈的星空，遼闊無垠的山海美景，
憂愁的思緒就瞬間開闊起來，
每每看到孩子們純真無邪的笑臉，
頓時又重新獲得力量。
思維因而清晰，心靈澄澈平靜。
其實自己真的很渺小卑微，
能有機會到偏鄉遇見這群孩子們，我心存感謝，
身分雖是教孩子的老師，
很多時候，從孩子身上學到更多
在孩子的世界裡，沒有身分階級，也沒有爾虞我詐，
只需要拿出真心，真誠相待，
真真切切感受生命相遇的過程。
多年之後，孩子也許早不記得我們，
但遠遠輾轉聽到哪個孩子考上了學校，
心裡滿滿地替他們高興，這樣也就足夠了。
能夠擁有山輔人的身分，
既榮耀也珍惜
擁有的每件山輔衣服，
都好好收在衣櫃裡
象徵著每一年的珍貴回憶
當終曲響起，千頭萬緒湧上心頭，久久不能平復...
雖然每年都懷著最後一次的心情工作，
但臨到別離時，還是有很多不捨，
難以言述，也說不盡~
二十多年前山輔開辦的時候，
前輩們許下了"希望有一天不需要有山輔"的心願
無論是不是這個時候?
都必須接受
都是必須說再見的時候了
沒能參加到開始，參與了結束，也是躬逢其盛嗎?
藉由心靈的觸碰，創造生命相遇的奇蹟
僅僅憑著有限的人力和資源，卻要帶領著一大群孩子，
依靠的是信仰的力量和熱情，只想帶給孩子快樂充實和新希望
長達一個月的時間，與孩子們相處，
過程中總有艱苦，肉體疲累，心靈軟弱的時候，
然而在絕境困頓之際，卻更能放下自己。
抬頭仰望清澈的星空，遼闊無垠的山海美景，
憂愁的思緒就瞬間開闊起來，
每每看到孩子們純真無邪的笑臉，
頓時又重新獲得力量。
思維因而清晰，心靈澄澈平靜。
其實自己真的很渺小卑微，
能有機會到偏鄉遇見這群孩子們，我心存感謝，
身分雖是教孩子的老師，
很多時候，從孩子身上學到更多
在孩子的世界裡，沒有身分階級，也沒有爾虞我詐，
只需要拿出真心，真誠相待，
真真切切感受生命相遇的過程。
多年之後，孩子也許早不記得我們，
但遠遠輾轉聽到哪個孩子考上了學校，
心裡滿滿地替他們高興，這樣也就足夠了。
能夠擁有山輔人的身分，
既榮耀也珍惜
擁有的每件山輔衣服，
都好好收在衣櫃裡
象徵著每一年的珍貴回憶
當終曲響起，千頭萬緒湧上心頭，久久不能平復...
雖然每年都懷著最後一次的心情工作，
但臨到別離時，還是有很多不捨，
難以言述，也說不盡~
二十多年前山輔開辦的時候，
前輩們許下了"希望有一天不需要有山輔"的心願
無論是不是這個時候?
都必須接受
都是必須說再見的時候了
沒能參加到開始，參與了結束，也是躬逢其盛嗎?
2010年8月4日 星期三
[哲思]spectacle
hello ,
I went to a funeral last weekend,
a deacon coincidentally used this verse for ending
[1Corinthian 4:9]
For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men.
how appropriate~
the sister was my gospel teacher,
had a happy family, 3 children,
46 years old, dead for cancer
I can't help to think about teacher W and A
(actually they are good friend,
her husband was the same fellowship and college with W&A)
as the verse James 4:14
we don't know what our life will be like tomorrow.
we are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away.
life just like a spectacle,
no matter how shining, shimmering, splendid
the end will come, no one could avoid it.
we don't know what's God's will? don't know why?
no matter how reluctant, we can just accept it.
that's life, we all learning.
forgive me such serious and sensitive,
maybe because of the wounds painful.
(traffic collision, last week)
best regard,
I went to a funeral last weekend,
a deacon coincidentally used this verse for ending
[1Corinthian 4:9]
For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men.
how appropriate~
the sister was my gospel teacher,
had a happy family, 3 children,
46 years old, dead for cancer
I can't help to think about teacher W and A
(actually they are good friend,
her husband was the same fellowship and college with W&A)
as the verse James 4:14
we don't know what our life will be like tomorrow.
we are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away.
life just like a spectacle,
no matter how shining, shimmering, splendid
the end will come, no one could avoid it.
we don't know what's God's will? don't know why?
no matter how reluctant, we can just accept it.
that's life, we all learning.
forgive me such serious and sensitive,
maybe because of the wounds painful.
(traffic collision, last week)
best regard,
2010年7月26日 星期一
[哲思]戲景
人生如戲
對酒當歌，人生幾何?比如朝露，去日苦多
參加了一場相當溫馨感人的追思音樂會，
依照遺願選擇喜歡的曲目，
由家族成員一一上台演奏和獻唱，表達思念之情。
儀節表除了放上故人略歷、生活照外，
還有一封封家書，給孩子的臨別贈言。
再三叮嚀，要重視健康、學業、才藝...
還有信仰要持守
最是深切的愛，卻是體現在生活的每個小小細節中
擁有甜美的容貌，優秀的學經歷和工作，
可愛的孩子，美滿的家庭
面對每個角色，
她全力以赴，事事要求完美。
但當命運的號角響起時，她是一個母親!!
人生終究是虛空一場。
但我卻看見了...
一個母親奮力與命運搏鬥的同時，
想要給孩子，最大最大的愛~
--
相當巧合
本周才跟M討論到哥林多前書4:9，
在追思音樂會中的致詞恰巧也引用到
不禁感觸良多。
[1Corinthian 4:9]
因為我們成了一臺戲，給世人和天使觀看。
For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men.
對這段經文的釋義，首先聯想到的是哥林多前書15:19
[1Corinthian 15:19]
我們若靠基督，只在今生有指望，就算比眾人更可憐。
If we have hoped in Christ in this life only, we are of all men most to be pitied.
查閱資料，發現了希伯來書的記載比較淺白
[Hebrews 10:33]
一面被毀謗，遭患難，成了戲景，叫眾人觀看
partly by being made a public spectacle through reproaches and tribulations,
人生恰如一場戲，無論多麼絢爛光亮的場景
終究有曲終人散之時。
此外，面對乍看之下不佳的處境，
眾人抱持看戲的心態，或許在背後訕笑
人生終究是自己的
想清楚了，確切知道努力的目標，全力以赴即可。
其他的蜚短流長，就不必在乎了...
--
比起熱鬧的婚禮，
喪禮的冷調，更使人的思維澄澈清明，
透過反思自省，獲得智慧，
希望可以把握當下，做正確的決定
化為生活的能量，為人生全力以赴
[Ecclesiastes 7:2]
往遭喪的家去，強如往宴樂的家去；因為死是眾人的結局，活人也必將這事放在心上。
It is better to go to a house of mourning Than to go to a house of feasting, Because that is the end of every man, And the living takes it to heart.
[Ecclesiastes 7:4]
智慧人的心在遭喪之家；愚昧人的心在快樂之家。
The mind of the wise is in the house of mourning, While the mind of fools is in the house of pleasure.
對酒當歌，人生幾何?比如朝露，去日苦多
參加了一場相當溫馨感人的追思音樂會，
依照遺願選擇喜歡的曲目，
由家族成員一一上台演奏和獻唱，表達思念之情。
儀節表除了放上故人略歷、生活照外，
還有一封封家書，給孩子的臨別贈言。
再三叮嚀，要重視健康、學業、才藝...
還有信仰要持守
最是深切的愛，卻是體現在生活的每個小小細節中
擁有甜美的容貌，優秀的學經歷和工作，
可愛的孩子，美滿的家庭
面對每個角色，
她全力以赴，事事要求完美。
但當命運的號角響起時，她是一個母親!!
人生終究是虛空一場。
但我卻看見了...
一個母親奮力與命運搏鬥的同時，
想要給孩子，最大最大的愛~
--
相當巧合
本周才跟M討論到哥林多前書4:9，
在追思音樂會中的致詞恰巧也引用到
不禁感觸良多。
[1Corinthian 4:9]
因為我們成了一臺戲，給世人和天使觀看。
For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men.
對這段經文的釋義，首先聯想到的是哥林多前書15:19
[1Corinthian 15:19]
我們若靠基督，只在今生有指望，就算比眾人更可憐。
If we have hoped in Christ in this life only, we are of all men most to be pitied.
查閱資料，發現了希伯來書的記載比較淺白
[Hebrews 10:33]
一面被毀謗，遭患難，成了戲景，叫眾人觀看
partly by being made a public spectacle through reproaches and tribulations,
人生恰如一場戲，無論多麼絢爛光亮的場景
終究有曲終人散之時。
此外，面對乍看之下不佳的處境，
眾人抱持看戲的心態，或許在背後訕笑
人生終究是自己的
想清楚了，確切知道努力的目標，全力以赴即可。
其他的蜚短流長，就不必在乎了...
--
比起熱鬧的婚禮，
喪禮的冷調，更使人的思維澄澈清明，
透過反思自省，獲得智慧，
希望可以把握當下，做正確的決定
化為生活的能量，為人生全力以赴
[Ecclesiastes 7:2]
往遭喪的家去，強如往宴樂的家去；因為死是眾人的結局，活人也必將這事放在心上。
It is better to go to a house of mourning Than to go to a house of feasting, Because that is the end of every man, And the living takes it to heart.
[Ecclesiastes 7:4]
智慧人的心在遭喪之家；愚昧人的心在快樂之家。
The mind of the wise is in the house of mourning, While the mind of fools is in the house of pleasure.
2010年7月19日 星期一
[book]God Thinks You're Wonderful
買了一本小書"上帝喜歡你!"
內容相當溫馨可愛
英文的版本更是相當生動有趣
特此分享
A book called God thinks you’re wonderful by Max Lucado
God thinks you’re wonderful.
God is fond of you
if He had a wallet your photo would be in it
if He had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it
He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning
whenever you want to talk He’ll listen
He can live anywhere in the universe and He chose your heart
face it friend, He’s crazy about you
by the way, it may be difficult for you to believe that God knows your name….
but He does
written on His hand
spoken by His mouth
whispered by His lips
your name.
our Hearts are not large enough to contain the blessing that God wants to give
so try this. the next time a sunrise steals your breath,
or a meadow of flowers leaves you speechless..
remain that way
say nothing as heaven whispers “do you like it? I did it just for you.”
if we give gifts to show our love, how much more would He?
He could have left the world gray and flat but He didn’t
He splashed orange in the sunrise
and cast blue in the sky
and if you love to see geese as they gather,
chances are you’ll see that too.
did He have to make squirrel’s tails fluffy?
was He obliged to make birds sing?
and the funny way that chickens scurry….
or the majesty of thunder when it rings?
why give a flower a fragrance?
why give food it’s taste?
could it be He loves to see that look on your face?
so promise me you’ll never forget that you aren’t an accident or an incident
you are a gift to the world
a divine work of art created and signed by God,
you were deliberately planned, specifically gifted,
and lovingly positioned on this earth…
by the master craftsman
He thinks you are the best thing to come down the pike in a while
turn to the side lines, that’s God cheering your run
look past the finish line, that’s God applauding your steps.
God is you
your birthday is circled on his calendar
if He drove a car your name would be on his bumper
if there’s a tree in Heaven He’s carved your name into the bark
Maybe you don’t want to trouble God with your hurts, but He cares about you
He is waiting for you, to embrace you whether you succeed or fail
un tethered by time, God see’s us all
vagabonds and ragamuffins (my dad always calls me that)
He saw is before we were born. and He loved what He saw
even flooded by emotion over come by pride,
the star maker turns to us one by one sand says
“you are my child, I love you dearly
I’m aware that someday you will turn from me and walk away,
but I want you to know I’ve already provided a way back.”
you have captured the Heart of God
He cannot bear to live without you
God’s dream is to make you right with Him
“Can anything make me stop loving you?” God asks
“you wonder how long my love will last?
Watch me speak your language, sleep on your earth, and feel your hurts.
find your answer in what I have given you
and what I will give you
that’s how much I love you
God does more than forgive our mistakes;
He removes them! we simply have to take them to him.
you can talk to God because He listens.
let a tear appear on your cheek, and He is there to wipe it.
He has sent his angels to care for you,
his holy spirit to dwell in you and his word to guide you
as much as you want to see him, He wants to see you more
if you want to touch God’s Heart, use the name He loves to Hear.
“Father”
He’s done this all for you.
內容相當溫馨可愛
英文的版本更是相當生動有趣
特此分享
A book called God thinks you’re wonderful by Max Lucado
God thinks you’re wonderful.
God is fond of you
if He had a wallet your photo would be in it
if He had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it
He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning
whenever you want to talk He’ll listen
He can live anywhere in the universe and He chose your heart
face it friend, He’s crazy about you
by the way, it may be difficult for you to believe that God knows your name….
but He does
written on His hand
spoken by His mouth
whispered by His lips
your name.
our Hearts are not large enough to contain the blessing that God wants to give
so try this. the next time a sunrise steals your breath,
or a meadow of flowers leaves you speechless..
remain that way
say nothing as heaven whispers “do you like it? I did it just for you.”
if we give gifts to show our love, how much more would He?
He could have left the world gray and flat but He didn’t
He splashed orange in the sunrise
and cast blue in the sky
and if you love to see geese as they gather,
chances are you’ll see that too.
did He have to make squirrel’s tails fluffy?
was He obliged to make birds sing?
and the funny way that chickens scurry….
or the majesty of thunder when it rings?
why give a flower a fragrance?
why give food it’s taste?
could it be He loves to see that look on your face?
so promise me you’ll never forget that you aren’t an accident or an incident
you are a gift to the world
a divine work of art created and signed by God,
you were deliberately planned, specifically gifted,
and lovingly positioned on this earth…
by the master craftsman
He thinks you are the best thing to come down the pike in a while
turn to the side lines, that’s God cheering your run
look past the finish line, that’s God applauding your steps.
God is you
your birthday is circled on his calendar
if He drove a car your name would be on his bumper
if there’s a tree in Heaven He’s carved your name into the bark
Maybe you don’t want to trouble God with your hurts, but He cares about you
He is waiting for you, to embrace you whether you succeed or fail
un tethered by time, God see’s us all
vagabonds and ragamuffins (my dad always calls me that)
He saw is before we were born. and He loved what He saw
even flooded by emotion over come by pride,
the star maker turns to us one by one sand says
“you are my child, I love you dearly
I’m aware that someday you will turn from me and walk away,
but I want you to know I’ve already provided a way back.”
you have captured the Heart of God
He cannot bear to live without you
God’s dream is to make you right with Him
“Can anything make me stop loving you?” God asks
“you wonder how long my love will last?
Watch me speak your language, sleep on your earth, and feel your hurts.
find your answer in what I have given you
and what I will give you
that’s how much I love you
God does more than forgive our mistakes;
He removes them! we simply have to take them to him.
you can talk to God because He listens.
let a tear appear on your cheek, and He is there to wipe it.
He has sent his angels to care for you,
his holy spirit to dwell in you and his word to guide you
as much as you want to see him, He wants to see you more
if you want to touch God’s Heart, use the name He loves to Hear.
“Father”
He’s done this all for you.
2010年7月18日 星期日
[idea]告別式選曲
為自己的告別式選好曲子了
連節目內容也有想法
希望大家可以穿上漂亮的衣服
每個人帶一朵香檳色玫瑰來參加
播放每個時期跟家人還有朋友的合照
同學，朋友，同事，教會朋友
大家一起看看照片聊聊天
上台說說相處過程中的趣事
說說對我的臨別贈言
然後一起唱要送給我的歌
也許會禁不住落淚
但更希望大家想想我的好
然後記在心中
那就夠了
曲目
1.這一生最美的祝福
在無數的黑夜裡，我用星星畫出你，
你的恩典如晨星，讓我真實的見到你，
在我的歌聲裡，我用音符讚美你，
你的美好是我今生頌揚的。
這一生最美的祝福，就是能認識主耶穌，
這一生最美的祝福，就是能信靠主耶穌，
走在高山深谷，祂會伴我同行，
我知道 這是最美的祝福。
2.人生的福
人生一切 能享的福,哪樣保留得住?
人生一切 能享的福,哪樣不虛空?
人生一切 能享的福,那樣能夠滿足?
人生一切 能享的福,那樣能帶走?
我願給你最好禮物 ,就是主基督
勝過你人生一切的福 最深的羨慕
你能給我最好禮物,是信主基督!
跟隨祂腳步 永遠有福,
我最深的喜悅 和歡呼
3.來到美地187
到日期，我樂意...
連節目內容也有想法
希望大家可以穿上漂亮的衣服
每個人帶一朵香檳色玫瑰來參加
播放每個時期跟家人還有朋友的合照
同學，朋友，同事，教會朋友
大家一起看看照片聊聊天
上台說說相處過程中的趣事
說說對我的臨別贈言
然後一起唱要送給我的歌
也許會禁不住落淚
但更希望大家想想我的好
然後記在心中
那就夠了
曲目
1.這一生最美的祝福
在無數的黑夜裡，我用星星畫出你，
你的恩典如晨星，讓我真實的見到你，
在我的歌聲裡，我用音符讚美你，
你的美好是我今生頌揚的。
這一生最美的祝福，就是能認識主耶穌，
這一生最美的祝福，就是能信靠主耶穌，
走在高山深谷，祂會伴我同行，
我知道 這是最美的祝福。
2.人生的福
人生一切 能享的福,哪樣保留得住?
人生一切 能享的福,哪樣不虛空?
人生一切 能享的福,那樣能夠滿足?
人生一切 能享的福,那樣能帶走?
我願給你最好禮物 ,就是主基督
勝過你人生一切的福 最深的羨慕
你能給我最好禮物,是信主基督!
跟隨祂腳步 永遠有福,
我最深的喜悅 和歡呼
3.來到美地187
到日期，我樂意...
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